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I spent all fucking day today taking a virus of an old computer so my brother could use it. He would not leave me alone until i finished it, so I didn’t get to do any school work at all. I then got extremely stressed out realizing how much school I had to do tomorrow to make up for today. My brother started bothering me again so i rudely told him to leave me alone. He then went downstairs and “cried” to my mom because i “screamed at him.” My parents then got in a fight for some bullshit reason that i don’t even fucking know, and now everything is being blamed on me. I’ve sat in my room and cried because i can’t take this shit anymore. It’s always my fucking fault. My family is the reason I am suicidal.